How have you been? It has been a month since you left me. You are dearly and sorely missed.  I miss your smile, your comforting voice, your tender hands, your everything. There’s not a day that gone by without thinking of you.

Every move i make reminds me of you. You have brought a lot of laughter and joy in my life.  You thought me how to bless others. You  led me and comforted me unfailingly.

For the past 4 weeks, I’ve tried to put on the very best side of me, strong, composed, bubbly, cheerful, for you and my family. I know there’s nothing i can do to change this, no amount of tears or sadness can make any difference into the situation. The impact you left mould me to a stronger and wiser soul . Most importantly, you thought me how to bless and love others.

I’m forever blessed to have you in my life. Eventhough physically we’re apart, you  are always here emotionally.  Your encouraging voice and unending humility.


Lieber Jonathan,

zu früh, viel zu früh hast DU uns verlassen.
Wir, die wir DICH kennen und sehr schätzen
gelernt haben, beweinen es.
Für uns wirst DU weiter da sein: in unseren
Gedanken und wundervollen Erinnerungen.
Ruhe in Frieden, lieber Freund und Mitmensch.

– R.Lambert


Dear St. Jonathan,

Hi my baby angel, I’m missing you very much. There’s not a day fill without thinking of you. I know you are watching over me now, protecting and looking after all my needs. Though your voice and presence are sorely missed, but I know you are with me.

You’re a gift to me, an angel sent to guide and lift me up. You’re a gift to me, loving me unconditionally even when I doubted. You are a gift to me, ensuring me that everything is going to be fine even when you were in your most painful state. You’re a gift to me, providing and giving your unending love and support when I most needed.

I’m privileged to receive this gift, a gift that I thought once do not deserve to have. But now I can proudly declare that this gift will be forever mine, the angel who are always there.

I LOVE YOU my baby angel.

“Life is a gift, not a right”

-Jonathan Lee

Jonathan means God’s Gift. You are indeed a gift and gifted.