Oh my darling knock three times!!

Thank you for answering my prayers, sayang!! You are dearly missed baby.
It’s been 20 months since you left me but your presence is still here with me!

Thank you for your gift today!

Food for Thought from Papa Coelho

Life is short. Kiss slowly, laugh insanely, love truly and forgive quickly

As I don’t know about tomorrow, I never save the best for later

No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

If you must say yes, say it with an open heart. If you must say no, say it without fear.

Only mediocrity is safe. Therefore, be the best and get prepared to be attacked

You are the light of the world. Shine, and darkness will disappear.

You are a free person. Exercise your freedom.

Joy goes against the foundations of mathematics: it multiplies when we divide

A life without a cause is a life without an effect

No one is in charge of your happiness but you.

If everybody loves you, something is wrong. You can’t please everybody

Live with no regrets and love with no excuses

Be realistic: always wish what is impossible.

I must accept the blessings of today, to create with what I have; if I do this with detachment and without guilt, tomorrow I shall receive more

The fear of suffering is worse than suffering itself

Be a source of joy. And let the critics and haters complain about the world.

Love is an ocean with invisible shores. Even if you don’t know how to swin, don’t be afraid to jump in the water

The strongest love is love that can demonstrate its fragility.

You don’t need to justify or explain your dreams. They belong to you.

Dreams cannot be tamed. Dreamers cannot be ruled

“Impossible” is just an opinion.

Change. If you cannot find reasons to be free, invent them. And think seriously of finding another activity that is more like what you expect from life, more dignified, more human.

You may not know your path, but you must know what you don’t want in life

When you go after what is important for you in life, don’t take no for an answer

Hide your craziness behind a beautiful smile. That’s all you need.

Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering

To enjoy the rainbow, first enjoy the rain

Only my insanity keeps me sane in today’s world

“This desire to get something for nothing,” she said, “has been very costly”-Aleph

Keep your sense of humor about your mistakes. But don’t repeat them

Life does not play with marked cards.Winning or losing is part of it

Avoiding problems you need to face is avoiding the life you need to live

Freedom only exists when love is present.That is the true experience of freedom: having the most important thing in the world without owning it.

L.O.V.E. = Lots Of Valuable Emotions

Live your life with so much love in your heart that if, by mistake, you were sent to Hell, the Devil himself would deliver you up to Paradise. 🙂

Awww… I so love you, Papa Coelho

PS : The royal wedding of William and Kate reminds me of this verse.

Love is kind and patient
Never jealous, boastful, proud or rude.
Love isn’t selfish or quick tempered.
It doesn’t keep a record of wrongs that others do.
Love rejoices in the truth, but not in evil.
Love is always supportive, loyal, helpful and trusting.
Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.
Love never fails!

Are you ready?

Warrior of the Light

Kings Of Leon – The End

When you thought I wasn’t looking
You smiled
And it made me want to look that pretty too.
When you thought I wasn’t looking
You cared
And I wanted to be everything I could be.

When you thought I wasn’t looking—
I looked . . .
And wanted to say thanks
For all those things you did
When you thought I wasn’t looking.

I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright no matter how gray the day may appear.

I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun even more..

I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive and everlasting.

I wish you enough pain so that even the smallest of joys in life may appear bigger.

I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting…

I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.

I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye.

Paulo Coelho

Forces beyond your control can take away everything you possess except one thing, your freedom to choose how you will respond to the situation. You cannot control what happens to you in life, but you can always control what you will feel and do about what happens to you

Viktor Frankl

PS : Thank You for today! 🙂

Life’s short!
I can’t waste my days being not happy.

The End

Fellowship and Humanity

I received this email from my daddy not long ago and I thought it’s really ” A Profound Answer” and want to share with you.

The dinner guests were sitting around the table discussing life.

One man, a CEO, decided to explain the problem with education. He argued, “What’s a kid going to learn from someone who decided his best option in life was to become a teacher?”

To stress his point he said to another guest; “You’re a teacher, Bonnie. Be honest. What do you make?”

Bonnie, who had a reputation for honesty and frankness replied, “You want to know what I make?” (She paused for a second, then began…)

“Well, I make kids work harder than they ever thought they could.

“I make kids sit through 40 minutes of class time when their parents can’t make them sit for 5 without an I Pod, Game Cube or movie rental.

“You want to know what I make?” (She paused again and looked at each and every person at the table)

“I make kids wonder.

“I make them question.

“I make them apologize and mean it.

“I make them have respect and take responsibility for their actions.

“I teach them to write and then I make them write. Keyboarding isn’t everything.

“I make them read, read, read.

“I make them show all their work in math. They use their God given brain, not the man-made calculator.

“I make my students from other countries learn everything they need to know about English while preserving their unique cultural identity.

“I make my classroom a place where all my students feel safe.

“Finally, I make them understand that if they use the gifts they were given, work hard, and follow their hearts, they can succeed in life.” (Bonnie paused one last time and then continued.)

“Then, when people try to judge me by what I make, with me knowing money isn’t everything, I can hold my head up high and pay no attention because they are ignorant.

You want to know what I make? I MAKE A DIFFERENCE.

“What do you make Mr. CEO?”

His jaw dropped, he went silent.

PS : As you’ve known, I’m a great fan of TED! Let’s spread the love and ideas for a better mankind!

Voice of the Heart

Anyone who understands the meaning of life knows that things have neither beginning nor an end, and that there is, therefore, no point in worrying. Fight for what you believe in without trying to prove anything to anyone; maintain the same silent calm of someone who has had the courage to choose his own destiny.

-Impassive Understanding

THE NAKED AND FAMOUS from rhivanz on Vimeo.

We’re only young and naive still
We require certain skill
The mood it changes like the wind
Hard to control when it begins

The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-between
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Can’t help myself but count the flaws
Claw my way out through these walls
One temporary escape
Feel it start to permeate

We lie beneath the stars at night
Our hands gripping each other tight
You keep my secrets hope to die
Promises, swear them to the sky

The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-between
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

As it withers
Brittle it shakes
Can you whisper
As it crumbles and breaks
As you shiver
Count up all your mistakes
Pair of forgivers
Let go before it’s too late
Can you whisper
Can you whisper
Can you whisper
Can you whisper

The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-between
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-between
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah yeah yeah yeah


It’s the first breath of springtime
And a warm wind picks up the fallen blossom
And sails in circles down the street.
A lady cycles past with her hair in braids
As they’re pulling down the awning to the train station cafe

I’m alive and I’m thankful
For this time

Six o’ clock, summer afternoon
Next door’s kids are playing in the yard
I’m doing the dishes at the window and the radio’s playing ‘Superstar’
And the sun falls down on the garden next door
But two young boys are fighting, till a woman appears at the door

And the fires and the fog and the falling leaves
Under October skies
You walked me home in the cold after closing time
As the leaves rushed by

How I want to be loved
How I need to be loved
Now that I’ve found you, I’d do anything for you

In the Forest of Angels that’s where we laid you down
And I can hear whispers
When the first frost falls on the ground

You’re alive, just be thankful
For this time.

Part II : Blood Bank & Fly me Home

Dearest Sayang,

This is for you!

Well I met you at the blood bank
We were looking at the bags
Wondering if any of the colors
Matched any of the names we knew on the tags

You said see look it that’s yours
Stacked on top with your brothers
See how they resemble one anothers?
Even in their plastic little covers
And I said I know it well
That secret that you know
That you don’t know how to tell
it f–ks with your honor
And it teases your head
But you know that its good girl
Cause its running you with red.

Then the snow started falling
We were stuck out in your car
You were rubbing both my hands
Chewing on a candy bar
you said ain’t this just like the present
To be showing up like this
There’s a moon waning crescent
we started to kiss

And I said I know it well

That secret that we know
That we don’t know how to tell
I’m in love with your honor
I’m in love with your cheeks
what’s that noise up the stairs baby
Is that Christmas morning

And I know it well

PS : Thank you Sayang for your surprises! This song is our song! Simple joy – blood, driving and learning to drive!
You indeed is a gift and a surprise, I’m grateful and very happy to have you!


23 I am.

In a blink of an eye it is.

Oh did I just hear that age is just a matter of figure?

Telling people that regardless of how old you are, it’s what within you reflects your level maturity and state of mind?

And aging doesn’t correlate analogously with personal development?

Is it an appropriate yardstick for judging one’s ability?


I’ve came to realization that it’s because this constant strive for perfection and improvement which leads to a lot of dissatisfactions and unhappiness in our lives.

But in fact that we already have everything we need to be happy, right now and right here.


As cheesy and easy it might sound but we have enough in fact more than enough to be happy in our every day’s life.  The power of appreciation in little and simple things in life is truly an ability that each and every one of us should not disregard.

Do we have the ability to appreciate the laughter of our loved ones, the beauty of the sky, of people’s face, of a wonderful sunny morning, of our nature?
Do we have time to step back to, see, feel , touch and listen the sound of our nature – the breeze, rainfall, birds’ chirpings and the smell of fresh-cut greeneries ; taste our food with full gratefulness that it will nourish and replenish our body;

Or instead we strive to fill our bank accounts with imaginary digits as an aptly consumer and consequently being drown into a slave of this faulty monetary system.

We need nicer clothes, bigger house and cars that massage our butt, bigger boobies, bigger muscles, branded and expensive accessories and gadgets to demonstrate our importance and status in the society.

Ask ourselves again, do we really need any of that? We are wholesome because we are able to lead a happy, healthy and fulfilling life!

Upon this realization, this contentment that we have is the greatest gift that will change our life drastically. We no longer compare ourselves to other people and wish to be better.

It frees us from greedy and false temptations.

It frees us from temporarily chase of materials and possessions.

We are now free to do things, not because we want to be better, but because you LOVE it!

Because you’re passionate about it, and it gives you joy.

Because it’s a miracle that you even can do it.

Perfect is who you are, not who someone else says you should be!




i love TIGER!

Well if you are (what you love)

And you do (what you love)

I will always be the sun and moon to you

And if you share (with your heart)

Yeah, you give (with your heart)

What you share with the world is what it keeps of you.

Part I : Kids & Samaritan

‘5 Years Time’ by Noah And The Whale – Moving Type from Paula Castro on Vimeo.

Oh well in five years time we could be walking round a zoo
With the sun shining down over me and you
And there’ll be love in the bodies of the elephants too
And I’ll put my hands over your eyes, but you’ll peep through

And there’ll be sun sun sun
All over our bodies
And sun sun sun
All down our necks
And sun sun sun
All over our faces
And sun sun sun

So what the heck

Cos I’ll be laughing at all your silly little jokes
And we’ll be laughing about how we used to smoke
All those stupid little cigarettes
And drink stupid wine
Cos it’s what we needed to have a good time

And it was fun fun fun
When we were drinking
It was fun fun fun
When we were drunk
And it was fun fun fun
When we were laughing
It was fun fun fun
Oh it was fun

Oh well I look at you and say
It’s the happiest that I’ve ever been
And I’ll say I no longer feel I have to be James Dean
And she’ll say
Yah well I feel all pretty happy too
And I’m always pretty happy when I’m just kicking back with you

And it’ll be
Love love love
All through our bodies
And love love love
All through our minds
And it be Love love love
All over her face
And Love love love
All over mine

Although maybe all these moments are just in my head
I’ll be thinking ’bout them as I’m lying in bed
And all that I know that it might never really come true
But in my mind I’m havin’ a pretty good time with you


Five years time
I might not know you
Five years time
We might not speak
In five years time
We might not get along
In five years time
You might just prove me wrong

Oh there’ll be love love love
Wherever you go
There’ll be love love love
Wherever you go

PS: Thank you Sayang!

5 Years Time from Matt Wisniewski on Vimeo.


The more you educate yourself the more you understand where things come from the more obvious things become and you begin to see lies everywhere. You have to know the truth and seek the truth and the truth will set you free……